Monday, July 30, 2007

Sorry????

Saw his comments on his profile. he said "sorry". was it for me ? or was it not ? was it for some new girl he met?

i've read it seven times. . i think its for me. its just my guts feeling. he wrote:

"i hurt some 1 wifout realizing....
i didnt meant to..
im sorry to have u led on n cause more misunderstanding..
Ur pretty, capable n have a nice figure...
U wun have a lack of suitors...
however,we r just not each other's type
i hope u led a better life from now..
I know no amount of apologize could b made but i still wan to say...
Sorry.
Im just hurting every 1 ard me....so its prob best not to approach me.
I rather b alone..
Theres no 1 i wan to meet.."

Hmm, after reading it 1 last time, haa i think its meant for some new girl he met ba.
he'll nvr apologize TO me, nor will he say i'm Pretty,Capable nor have a nice figure.. haa haa. so i gues i must still be dreaming. .

anyway, was woken up by a dream. i dreamt that we had a gathering at Nig's place. suddenly out of nowhere, nig asked do i wanna noe how E's been doin ? i din ans. he drag me to his kitchen and told me that E spend the night with this girl "Estatic" whow the name is power. i dunno. the next moment i was awake. lol. what a dream.?
jus the night before, DD dreamt of E too. but it was smth that pissed him off, it was me meetin E. . no wonder when i turned to hug him, he pushed me away. so i was pissed! that i turned my back to him. well, forgave him upon hearing that he had this nighmare.. sheaty. .

anyway, over the weekend spent at Batam was fabulous. thou there'e nth much to do. cos we're away from the city. . basically all activities can only be done in the hotel. the food there is sheaty and costy.
sucks. the hotel's food still not so bad .. i love SG more.. haa haa..

well, enjoyed myself greatly.spent quality tme together. . no need to think of my xiao mei, my family.. jus the two of us. it made me so gay. . we walked the beach. . eat plenty of donuts. .its delicious ! had awful chicken rice. . bought cans of beer but only manage to drink 2 and a half cans in 2 days.
haa haa.. after drinkin i jus wanna Zzzz .. .. lol. . .i was given a surprise. . at first i intend to blindfold DD for fun, but who knows inthe end i was blindfolded and "Ta Da", without the aid of sight, i used my ears. . i head DD busy rummaging over plastic bags. . Hmm.. "what's he up to ? what is it??" and not long after i was removed from the darkness.. .. Hee.. DD bought me a necklace. he actually wanna get me the one i saw at DIVA . . the Butterfly de. . but it was out of stock. well, he still got the necklace from DIVA . .2 beautiful flying buterflies instead!! i din expect thaqt from him, he already bought me an Esprit Bracelet for my birthday le. . thou i found out a mth ago so he gave it to me instead. but now.. haa haa.. a beautiful surprise !! i simply lurve surprises. . . he took a lot of pain to get me that. . as we spend most of our time together . . so he sneaked to buy while i was in the toliet Poot Pootin.. haa haa.. so cute of him.. hee hee.. i felt so lucky to have him . . he's so sweet. . someone that i always wanted. however, i guess that it all just takes time. i will use my lifetime to love this guy . . his silly bf of mine kept telling me he'll make me the happiest girl with his might .. plus he'll use his lifetime to 'teng' me and love me.. he'll prove it to me and most importantly Time Will Tell. . he dun give much promises.but i can feel it.. he's genuine and sincere. . a guy that really takes good care of his gf . . he'll gives it all . . we'll compromise and he dun take revenges. . he talks to me. i'll listen. his patience is incredible.
but i wun take it for granted.

i noe i'm still missin E. . dunno why, is it because a nastier person makes them more unforgettable. ?

but i noe, DD is all that i've always wanted. i shldnt ask for more.. so pls stay agile... its not worth takin any risk and ruin it all again...

i've once said,`"When smiles faded, nth can ever bring it back.its like hittin the head against the wall, but u'll still feel ur heart aching."
lol, DD brought my smiles back and gave me confidence. . thanks DD ..big hug!!

i gotta go prepare for work . .
ciao!

posted by Eve @ 7/30/2007 05:57:00 AM 0 Comments