Prosaic as i am,Tatty as i dealt,Indignation as i felt, and this is how i yelled...

i am not feelin good at all.. i'm relly in deep depressed mode. i'm confused,i'm vexed,i'm fatigued,i'm indecisive,i'm simply jus too confused.. KEN SUM1 in dis farkin world give me farkin helpin hand ? I jus wanna be all alone.. i wanna isolated myself.. jus LEV ME ALL FARKIN ALONE will ya.. i aint wanna see pple, i aint wanna hear pple, i aint wanna feel pple.. ALL i wan is silence,peace,solitude and sum tots of guidance !!!!!!!!!!!!!! arggg arggggg...
 
i ken simply jus cry .. like wat i'm doin now.. like now.. all alone in my room. ventin wateva i've been hiddin inside... i jus wanna cry ..cry all the wae.. cry to death ... hope dat my tears become blood.. my eyes sore and dried ... i wanna see some blood now.. i'm thirsty for blood... but i've promise nigel not to hurt myself animore.. but i so much wantin to cut.. cut the hell outta me.. i hate this world i hate everyhting..i aint wanna live animore.. ders no longer ani goals or meaning to live ani longer...  i'm cryin... i'm sobbin,i'm weepin... KEN ANI1 hear me.. ken i get ani hug frm ani1, ken i get ani comfort frm ani1.. ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
why why why why..
why does my life have to become like this.. why shld b pleasin pple.. why mus i be in this world.. why ???
why shld i ?
i dun wanna be in this world...

"she jus knocked on my door.. she heard my cries.. was i dat farkin loud ?see i kent even vent my frustration... why whyw????? why am i out in this world ?????????? whhy mus ugive birth to me ? why whywhwywhywhwywhwhy why why why ?
 
i dun wanna live ani longer.. i kennt tke it.. i relly kennt...
 
i dunno whu to lurve i dunno how to lurve i dun even noe whu lurves me....
 
i HATE MYSLEFFFF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
 
I HATE U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LEAVE ME ALONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 

posted by Eve @ 7/25/2004 11:45:00 PM 0 Comments