Saturday, March 25, 2006

~^*``` Full of tots ```*^~ drafted on 25/03/06

Its been a super long tym.
Life's been hectic. busy with lookin after my Lil' sis..
she's lovely but a terror too.. i guess i've spent too much time with her & i cant help guessin what her future will be..
Furthermore, the more i mingle with her, my heart goes all out to her..
:" how can life be so hard on her? Losing her dad at 3, havin a mum whu dun really wanna take care of her.. her siblings din bother to do much as they've got to bother with financial & studies.( a sheat excuse)till nw she's 6, here i am tryin my best to nurture her, teach her etiquettes & mannerism... its so hard !!"

My poor girl, my lil' princess..

Next on, its abt my younger sis, i'm so glad and thankful, she finally got a job & it pays well, with good prospect. Damn proud of her .. gd job girl ~ with my * phew * a load off .. at least 50% ...
:"I'm really delighted and grateful that u're owaes there for me. U're the only wan who listens to all my rambles, nonsenses, complaints, my sadness & shares my happiness. without u, there wun be me...
at tyms, when sum topic hit me, i felt so shameless.. as i felt that i'm so useless.. u're so much sensible & matured than me.. i was such a disappointment back than. i wasnt a gd sister, nor a gd daughter. thanks for enlightening me. u make me realize so much things... i jus hope we'll all pull it through! i believe,with our in-bond strength & determination, we will be able to make it. Kanbate !!! "

Now it will be my bro, sigh.. he's still so insensible. Nonetheless, he did matured quite a bit. at least he's puttin in some efforts in his studies. right now he's my greatest worry.
:" what if u are not able to make it tru ur N'Level this yr ? thou, or myte u can enter ITE but, i guess dats not what u & i wan.. however, kanbade, its better than nothing. i really hope dat u'll b more sensible, stop being stubborn & care more for this family.. u should noe,each tym i scream at u.. it shows that i care.. i'm really concern.. if not, i couldnt bother any less... try ur best ! set ur goals & work towards it. those are my words for u.. as i dun u to repeat my blunder~ "

As for my mum, she's been nicer nowadays. I'm oso trying to

posted by Eve @ 3/25/2006 10:12:00 PM 0 Comments