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I'm jus not the girl for u.
Its not like u deserve much more or vice versa.
But ... U cannot accept me..
den DONT...
dun take pity on me.. dun gimmi shit on ur responsibilities..
dun make use of me.. dun bring me down..
Even when u've said " i still likes you, but i cannot accept you "
i wasnt touch but numbed at that point of time.
dumbfounded & taken aback.
i tot i was glad or soother, but i'm wrong, it no longers works on me.
cos i'll wonder if its true or not..
my heart had been in a whirl for quite sometime..
i'm still unable to seek the ANSWER ...
now i ponders; ' do i still like you ?
why am i still with u?
how come you're always bringin me down ?
am i really a freak ?
was i too fat = disgrace ?
will we be together for the rest of the time?
are we going to get married in the end ?
or are we hopeless ? '
*Snuffles*
" full of bullshits! "
that's love,
in the beginning, u fell in lurve.
than all you see are just so perfect.
gradually, things change.
good turns bad.
relationships sours.
hatred is there.
disagreements arises.
u started to doubt.
trust broken.
tears flowed.
u smiled ..
& u let go ...
heart was shattered,
memories lingered
scars etched.
than, u've learnt ..
lessons to lurve better ...
was it meant to be or was it not...
eveyouty