Monday, July 12, 2004

ohhh... relly moody dae sia.. argh no mood for anidin.. but nonetheless neva fails to cheer me up u.. yup dats u.. haa it'll b my wonderful JO .. skipped classes..totally no mood for classes den went shoppin for fatimah's gift.. haiz.. met this gurl,charmaine,jo's pri sch mate.. my gawd *jaws dropped* she's so so perfect.. relly full of envy sia.. woo.. her face was so nice..her ht and her figure.thou figure nt much but the face ken totally melt u liao.. okae..nvm abt dat.. got a hot real hot boxer shorts for fatimah,a super lacy kind..keke.. haaa....*faints* kent wait to see her reaction upon receivin the prezzie.. hee hee..

well well, jus now was watchin hai you ming tian, i call it the children's heaven.. whoa.. many bad memories came floatin into my mind sia..
totally went bersek.. i was cryin again..sumtyms felt so ultimate hopeless and useless..cry too easily.. but i relly pei fu da jinghao.. she ken relly hides her feelins and treats everyone so nice despite her own illness .. i relly respect!!!!!! but but i dunno i was full of "spinach" wen i saw the role dat mo xiaoling (patricia) played as a defined and responsible mum, i started cryin more.... *sigh* *headin shakin* hopeless hopeless...

lfy sucks..

todae, wat's hangin on my mind is *u* my beloved papa.. jus wanna sae i missed u..

eve outy ... bad and sad mode now ... sorrow aura ...

posted by Eve @ 7/12/2004 11:03:00 PM 0 Comments

*sigh* ryte now hangin ard in the library..was intendin to find sum books for my material science project.. however.. darn it, i cldnt find anidin..*sobs* ..
well well, i'm so so so sry proj mates, i tot it was monday to hand in the tcs assignment. i emailled her den this mornin i realised deadline is on sat -.- sry sry.. as van dey all told me ken hand in on mond and i received the email late.. so SRY !!!!!!!!!!

well well, these few daes.. mood been damn damn low.. i see pple i get irritated..especially ERIC U ! i dunno why... i tink i'm havin a huge problem on myself... i kennt communicate wit anione.. argh argh.. and all these yrs i blame everyone for this and that,actualli, i shldnt b blamin anione but myself... boogie !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arggg.... haiz, why do i have such poor communication skills ? aiya, i wanna b all alone all by myself..eric,brk wit me yea ? arggg.. i dunno..i'm so sick wit this relationship.. maybe being left alone myte help me calm and think beta.. i'm so stressed up wit everything..sch,quiz,bf,frds(nigel)(classmates),irritatin mum,poor lil' sis,wrk and so much much more... i'm jus so preoccupied wit all these things.. jus wanna slp all da wae tru.. ya.. been havin slpin probs for the last few weeks, broken slp.. argg... ... my dark rings is so damn deep...

*sigh* yst i got pricked by a stupid long staplet.. it pricked in deep in my index finger !!!!!!!!!!! my gawd.. the blood were a lil' gushin out.. omos knock me u unconscious............... i was lik "ouch" den eric .. peeped and ask me go wash nia.. booo~~ saded.. no before he ask me go wash, he asked me go put plaster.. WAT !!!! why he lik dat oni... as if plaster ken cure, its inside the finger eh... aiyoyo... i'm down der controllin myself and gripin on my tears... argg..so not carin ... not the kind i adore.. *humph*

recently,sum1 is lingerin on my mind.. but i wun sae =x *hush* all becos of u eric... peeps at my blog... saded..privacy intruded.. but dunch ya worry its not a lover or anidin.. but i wun tell, so as to makes u xin yang yang .. haa haa...

o lastly,before i forgot, my mum was so schemin this mornin, she finds the air con was switched on for too long den she switched off the main power.. fark her!!!!!!!! argh.. i switched on like 5-6am in da mornin..its oni like 4-5 hrs nia.. nt my fault wat..den she ken switched on wenever she likes..so wat if she's payin..but those money aint hers..it belonged to PAPA .. and nt u BYTCH ! i hate u.... .......
cunnin BYTCH
CB !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

eve outy *hush* `index finger on the lips`

hee ..

posted by Eve @ 7/12/2004 11:31:00 AM 0 Comments