a slut.. i was told dat imma slut todae.. i wonder why.. i hate dat... fark it.. WATEVA !
i had more impt dings on my head. get to noe dat how farkin irresponsible farkin "M" she is.. fark it.. dump babay sis at her dancin place frm 3 plus till 7 plus... farked ! a child care centre ? lettin farkin lesbians to bring her to and fro frm ballet dancin classes ! fark it. still got da cheek to ask baby sis to choose if she wanna continue takin her ballet classes,claimin dat its farkin troublesome WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate her... both my sis and me got a farkin urge to leave.. leave the farkin hse with the four of us.. FARK U "M" ! i hate the fate dat i'm in ! but i'm nt gonna resign to it even if it cost me all.. i'm askin my sis to decide if she wanna go.. if she decided.. den four of us shall leave.. we have no farkin choice... after losin my dad,we're jus like farkin orphans..
WTF happened ? why mus dis occurred on me.. why ? why ? fark it ALL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i jus wanna get the fark outta here.. fark it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh .... no farkin pple is worth trustin.. other den DEM,which consist of my sis,bro and baby sis.. dey are jus so farkin impt to me! sis asked dat i shldnt be protectin dem foreva and i've gotta make a choice of either my future or my baby sis future.. fark it all.. i wun wan my baby sis to suffer... o ya..why i'm so pissed, cos farkin "M" went ard tellin dat she dumped da tot of dependin on us 3(me,sis and bro) and dat she's gonna push it to baby sis burden,which is so dat wen baby sis grown up,she gotta tke cre of her ! fark her.. kickin her ard like a ball and expectin her to do dat.. why is she sucha parasite ? a pest ? why mus she goes ard dependin on pple,no backbone, givin pple unnecessary burdens and problems.. fark her.. she has no authority to do dat..and my baby sis aint got da responsibility!
eric told me nt to cre..for da past few weeks, i did not..but i kennt tke it lyin down as.. "M" is far too much !!! farkin went too far this tym..NO FARkin pt tokin or quarrel wit her..SHE FARKIN HOPELESSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh... i jus wanna tke my siblings and brk awae frm all dis farkin messy and complicated arse stuffs !!!!!! why i'm so useless... why i kennt do dat? i have no ability to do so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fark it fark it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why ????? if we left, how are we gonna survive? life's gonna be damn hard!!!!! no one ken look after the little one... ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FARKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why mus it happened at this tym? nigel's prob still lingers...and now ?????????? argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
FARK LIFE !