Wednesday, October 27, 2004

ItcHy, damn ItChY !!!!!!!

My back and my neck... arggg... i wanna scratch but sum places are hard to reach.. and i dun dare to ask my sis help me put the moisturizer.. oni allow dear dear to help me apply.. but ryte now i'm relly sufferin!!!! arggg!!!!

Okae, lets tok abt todae, went back old workplace.. hai, felt damn weird lo. its like been workin too much daes at TM, & kinda forget how sglp is like.. keke.. At first everthing was still okae, but after that, hai hai, i jus felt so useless lo.. stuck at the cashier once again..so incompetent like that!!!! Dang,i relly hate feelin useless.. When i was helpin them make 1 hot choc, there was too much foam.. i had no tym to scoop it out as there were customers rushin me to help them place their order. After which,Naa pass by the hot choc,she stared, than she scooped out the extra layer of foam and steam the milk again,cos the milk isnt enuff.After that she whispered to LIS when LIS asked abt the hot choc.. Argg, that's where it pissed me off! My face was black.. i simply feelin so damn damn unwanted.. super incompetent la.. kennt tahan!!!!!! luckily i'm gonna be out of there soon.. i suppose any longer i stay there, it'll drive me nuts sooner or later.. hai hai.. CANNOT BE BOTHERED AHH !!!!!!!!! WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...............

Ohh well, after work,and i checked my fone. Woooo.. 2 miss calls, its by Hubby,dang.. saded super saded.. i wanna tok to him.. i Missed him.. thou chatted this afternoon. but most of the time, it was silence over the fone. Haa, dunno why,but i'm contended liao so long as he's on the fone wit me. Hai,i knew smth is botherin him,even thou i kept prompting he why he sound so restless,he simply wun tell, and jus claim nth is wrong. Mmmmm,with my so call "understandings" of my Baby Boy, i reckoned that there is really smth botherin him.. hmm, or maybe i was relly wrong???
hai,am upset,cos he wun share his problems with me wan. Well,i am crossin finger now, jus hope one dae,i'll become his soul-mate,the 1 whu will share both his happiness and sadness..

Baby,i'll relly long to b der for you owaes, regardless its ur ups or downs... Missin u dearly..



hai, i hate my itchness..argg arggg...

Bear With it gurl...

awryte... nth to add..




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