Friday, May 14, 2004

Todae is 14th of may... dad's bdae passed.Mother's dae passed. i did said i'm nt gonna celebrate mother's dae. but foolish me, i actualli bough a cake back .. dunno why, jus find it weird.. ard that tym of the yr, regardless of watsoever, we'll definately hav a cake to celebrate both occassions. So, jus buy lo.

i tot, at least she wld b touched .. but i guess nt,, maybbe a lil.. but she isnt. Yst, i was off frm wrk. was in my room slackin, den mum was over at sis & bro's room .. she was shoutin at the gawd damn fone.. but i dun bother la.. HOwever, wen i lev my rm to go bathe,i overheard her tokin. FARK IT, she said " (in hokkien) I'm a mum ? i'm like a maid at home, no one helps me wit the housework, no one greets me. blah blah ..da same old thing..abt hw unfilial we are."den i walk to my sis & bro's rm door. i showed her my prescence intentionally,geez, her expression changed. she was taken aback dat i was home. aniwae, nt long after, i left da hse, she oreadi hung up the fone, and stupidly asked, where are u goin? wat are u angry abt? BLOODY FAKIN>>BOILED AT THAT TYM!!!!!! wat a Q !~

nvm. i din wan to argue wit her, cos it no pt, she'll neva listen. back den i was tinkin are we being too heartless or does mum deserved ? u noe wat, dat's nt all. i cldnt absorbed wateva i heard before i left the hse. but wen i'm back, bro and mum was quarrellin damn loud. den i kennt tke it, so i shouted at my mum, "since u feels lik a maid den dun pack their rm for dem la, wats the pt, like extra actions for extra troubles." den i shouted at my bro too for shoutin loudly too.Den mum cldnt tolerate all tat, den she said, "erm it was yvonne aunt whu called i nev called her up to complained.i was oni tellin her last tym u all treated me tat wae. Now no more liao ma" GEeez! she's so hypocrite !!!!! if she was tellin Yv aunt dat we treated her badly last tym, den she nids to shout wan meh ? tink i'm dumb. damn annoyed liao. NVm, she still ken claimed dat " erm being a mum mus b like a maid ma, jus another word to explain being a mum.Yv aunt said dat a mum shld put deir children's feelins & tots before the mum."

fark it she's lyin again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! da argument went all. she was tryin to defence herself all the tym .. Claimin dat, she did nt complained abt us. I wun be taken in ani sheats of her. She made me hate her more !!!! Wtf she wans frm us ?

i knew for sure Yv anut called to look for sis, den jus now,upon mum is nt ard, i went to clarify wit serene wat yv aunt and mum's conversation is all abt. GOSH,definately dat BIATCH she's lyin. wat a mum ! she was tellin da farkin whole world hw bad we treat her. why kent she spare a tot for us..wat she've done to us in the past is farkin unforgivable, she ken actually forget and excaped frm ani punishment. and now we have to bear our sorrow and pains silently. why ? why ? i relly hate her...

and yst i have tink it tru liao, tat i'm willing to let eric go, i rdy to live witout him. i told him dat but he nev go le, i was wonderin cld it b he sick & tired of hearin al this empty wrds or he felt sad to lev. haa .. aniwae, intendin to brk up wit him soon. aint wanna hold him back to waste his ty, we're jus so misfit. well, the other reason wld b, i wanna be EVELYN again, sick & tired of accomodatin him and pleasin him all the tym. i wan to b pleased and gain all my attention again ..felt very restrained and restricted. he shld go find his angel and i shallw continue wit my search of my HEI MA WANG ZI ( black horse prince) <--- stupid direct translation .. but sheesh...duno hw to put it to him.. and i hope this tym ken tahan.. to not to call him and ask for patch .. hee hee..awryte my hands are too tired...

ciao

posted by Eve @ 5/14/2004 01:31:00 PM 0 Comments