Sunday, October 09, 2005

To hell wit life ~

i jus wanna get the hell outta of here..
but i dun wanna end my journey this way..
Damn ..
why must things not go your way ?

i was wrong..
i was so wrong..

i was DUMBed..
i was so DUMBed..

arghh..

if only i cld turn back time ..

i lost my faith in everyone ...
me, myself too..

there's no one i can rely on ..
only but myself.

however i feel weak..
too weak on my knees..

i dun wanna stand up and face reality..
i jus wanna hide under my blanket sheet..

Arghhh...

Leave me alone Sorrows,Pains,Miseries,Lonesome & Hatred ~

Wth ~

past 2 yrs..

was i livin like a fairy or livin like a zombie ?

No one can ctrl me .. nor i'll listen to anyone..

i live my own life .. only by listenin to myself..

so dats why i owaes tot i'm RIGHT ?

Fark it ...

arghh..

so wat if i had a 4yrs bf.. ?
he dun cre..

so wat if i had my family for 22rs.. ?
they dun cre..

No ONE cres ...

i wanna scream, but no one hears me..

i am SURE,
i'm a livin Zombie ..

FArk ALL ~


outy~