Prosaic as i am,Tatty as i dealt,Indignation as i felt, and this is how i yelled...

Been a wk dat we've broke off.Was taken aback dat i cld actualli tolerate this whole week.. it beaten our record of 6 daes off.todae its da seventh,still hangin on der,jus at tyms dat i feel extreme lonely.Bound to have dat feelin.. thou i aint likin it. i hate to be alone.. but but .. wat ken i do ?

it still saddens me wenevr i pass by places wich we've been b4.Its like i ken see his shadows everywer.i relly missed him..missed dat gd and bad tyms we've had.But i'm sure he's gone foreva.dat dae,i heard him tearin up my fotos on da fone,its like my heart is tearin up too.. no one have any idea,how painful is dat.. he will neva noe.. sumtyms at my one lil' cornor,i'll wonder why,what & how things turned out this wae.. why ? my dreams and hopes are all shattered.. My heart too.. i've neva felt so much love frm anione b4 and moreover i've neva loved anione liked him b4..why why why why ? why is all these happenin?

currently,jus finished a book intro by jo.its tuesday wit morrie..a great bk dat talked abt life.. It aspires me alot..wrote down a lot of quotes.. Boost my morale sumhow..Oso,came across this song by 3 days grace. song title "i hate everything about you" its a song that best described my feelins now.. Its nt abt i hatin everything abt him (actualli i dun hate everything abt him..eh eh..kinda more to complex feelins) but oso he hatin everythin abt me too.. lol...prolly its a lil heavy beaty kinda song dats why felt much beta .. as if i'm lettin out sum of my compressed steam.. the other song on my playlist is by britney spears,song title "everytime" dunno why,cried each tym i hear this song.. i relly hope dat everythin wil fade awae.. all those memories those pains and lonely nytes...........

~hereby i pray.. each dae for satisfaction,to be able to appreciate and absorb wat will be given to me each dae..in dat wae,i myte prolly be happier.Thank u.~

** "U" said dat i was nth but trouble and a burden to others.Sumhow, sumdae i'll cos everyone ard me to die. Thanks.. it holds a big impact and an awakenin call to me.thanks for remindin me once again.u're owaes makin me realising sumdings.... **

posted by Eve @ 5/31/2004 02:04:00 PM