Prosaic as i am,Tatty as i dealt,Indignation as i felt, and this is how i yelled...

i gave myself 1 last chane.. i called him and he told me dat he threw all stuffs of me awae.. includin fotos.. den he finally told me da reason he's hangin on witout me askin.. it was for da convenience of havin supper wit nigel and the sake of computer. he assured me dat its all over and dat i cld go fuck off and dun bother him animore, cos he like angeline and oso asked me nt to call and sms him again, ask if he cld hang up da fone as he's busy tokin to a frd..we're no longer associated, der's no pt tokin at all...
i'm jsu left wit nth now..
wat a moment of folly...
i super regret..but nigel is ryte.. now i'm left wit jus 1 rd and i gotta jus walk it.. dun turn back and regret ba..
dear god up above pls giv me da strength & wisdom to move on, cos at this moment i felt so empty and directionless..
thank u lord above...

-juz eve-

posted by Eve @ 3/20/2004 03:15:00 AM