Prosaic as i am,Tatty as i dealt,Indignation as i felt, and this is how i yelled...

Today it was suppose to be Merry.
However,aint got any idea how it turned out to b Teary.
Guess i had exhausted my energy in the day.
Or could it be due to lack of sleep...
i wonder..
& i ponder..

Never have i ever felt the continuous adrenalin rush of Tears.
It jus kept comin back.
Non-Stop.

I would stop for less than a min, tryin hard to cool myself down.
And here it comes again....
i'm sobbing...

I hate that feelin.
its horrible and queasy ...
I seem to lost total control of myself.
First time ever, I wasnt able to be in control even for a single min...

was in agony.. a lil lost & a lil more Numbed...

LoL.. Jus what went wrong ?

What's the matter with me ?

Did depression hit me or is it a sign that i am going NUTS ?

*SNARL*

i wanna SCREAM !
i wanna SHOUT !
i wanna CRY !

why am i so FRaGile ?
what a weakling ..

where have the Confident Shorty me been ?

(sniggle) : STFU will you .. You Bytch !

sumone pls dail ... i need help ...


BRING me BACK to LIFE ...

i wanna to live HappIly...


No Worries ...


No Tears ...


No Miseries ...


i Wanna Breathe !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



eve out =(

posted by Eve @ 12/31/2005 11:45:00 PM